Am I fucking mad?

On a sunshining afternoon, standing beside the window of 7-11 while enjoying my simple dinner,
watching black wires outside, Oh, great, amazing, fantastic......

However, suddently, everything changed.....
My cell phone rang, I was told I was admitted.......
OMG.... am I fucking mad?
To be a Phd candidate? again?

what a confusing world...

Let us move on.